Strange Dream..

I keep having strange dreams recently... In the dreams due to some cases.. I quarrelled wif hubby... I am so scared.. Since then.. I been kept thinking alot... Dunno wat to do.. need some advises but dunno how.. i'm scared tat it will cause dispute between hubby and I..

Recently the itch came back again.. now its my hand.. wondering why alway my right hand and leg... sian.. Now my hand and leg got alot of marks.. I hate to see marks.. scared got scar.. my skin is also veri dry.. trying very hard to put lotion..

Tis pregnacy also have alot of probs.. My back had been aching.. It getting much better but keep to think abt it.. it like few months back i also have the same probs.. almost cannot stand straight.. wondering wat wrong... tis boy also alot of movements.. keep moving day and night.. remembered tat time having Genevieve. she dun have so much movement.. But loved to know he is doing fine.. Active sia... Haha..

Hubby had been working very hard... Poor Hubby.. Me tried my best by keeping the house clean and everything.. but none seem to work.. the house always seem to be in a mess.. Esp whenever i go to other ppl house.. I feel more sad.. cos their house is always so neat and clean.. Dunno is the design and lighting of the house.. Always so dimmed.. also causing my mood to do things.. Hopefully next time when we come.. can get a better apartment..

Swing.. Swing.. Swing

Haiz.. Dunno wat happen to me recently.. Mood keep swinging.. I am also getting inpatient whenever i do thing or Genevieve does.. I get angry wif her easily and later i feel very regret.. I will cry.. I feel i also dun have much energy or mood to do anything.. I feel so tired in watever i do.. But lucky hubby was there for me..

I dunno wat i was thinking.. hubby been doing alot for mi liao.. but dunno y.. i dun feel satisfied.. i feel tat i need more.. more n more demanding.. hoping everything he do.. but i noe i cant... He need to work..

Recently the car air con keep have some probs... He was waking up very early to go repair the car.. I noe he is very tired... He working nite shift... Reach home veri late and waking up veri early to go repair the car.. Poor hubby.. But i really feel tired.. giddy.. somemore tummy getting bigger and bigger.. feel so hard in walking and moving.. Jux wan to sit or lie there do nothing.. Cannot i still need to take care of my ger.. Cant leave her alone...

I need to wake myself up.. Need to do something to it.. If not.. i will collaspe... I need to do something.. do something...

Boring Saturday..

Today seem to be a very long saturday.. Hubby went to work.. With no car.. we are stuck at home.. It was very boring so i intended to packed some baby stuffs including Genevieve.. I ask her to help mi clean up the drawers for mi and i also washed some of the clothing for Genevieve.. which i had kept veri long.. if i dun bring out now.. scare... later she cannot wear liao.. Lucky got some stuffs for her to do.. but she is stil veri bored.. mi too.. unlike the past 2 days.. i was super duper busy..

Yesterday hubby brought us to Target.. we bought a sofa bed USD99.. reasonable price.. then we went to walmart.. bought 2 3-drawer storage intending to put all baby stuffs in... But BEFORE tat.. hahaaa.. guess wat.. I went shopping.. cos is tax free til sunday.. so went Grapevine shopping.. seldom went out shopping with others bringing my ger along.. cos she was really a difficult child.. She doesnt want mi to go into those shops.. Until the end finally i manage to bring her into Forever 21.. but also hard for mi to shop around.. scare later she run about and get lost... Here alot of missing children... But lucky i manage to get some stuffs for my own.. less than USD 70.. for 9 items... the tanks only Usd 3.50.. all i bought were less than SGD 20.. Wat a buy.. Not a bad day afterall.. hahaaa..

Thursday was even more tiring... I went for my check up.. so angry.. i waited so long to see the doc.. almost an hr... those who came after mi all went in.. I asked the nurse when is my turn.. She jux reply saying wait for the next available room... Pls i have an appointment.. She said tat others were called back for the scanning.. got another name.. but i dunno how to spell.. Hahahaaa... I came first!! and in the end the doc jux listen to my tummy and asked is baby moving... He's not even looking at my tummy.. Jux ask Genevieve to press the button... cos she was getting bit cranky... tat's all.. OMG.. i waited so long.. tat all i get... haiz...

Then i bought her for lunch after tat to Babyrus for a walk.. tot it was stil early.. since she also dun feel like going home... Wow.. so fast 3pm liao.. have to rush liao.. cos later need bring Genevieve to her school for her first day orientation as next week she's going starts school liao.. Reach home stil cannot cooked cos she was tired and had to put her to sleep first.. Wow.. have to rushes tis and tat.. veri tiring.. But Genevieve was happy to go school... She met her old and new friends and even get to know her new teacher.. Ms Pam.. I can see tat Genevieve really loved to go school.. tot of putting her more days but hubby scared i will be tired cos baby due in 4 mths time.. Nvm... All i wanted was.. Genevieve enjoyed the times she had in school...

Wonderful Evening

It's jux a wonderful evening.. although may mean nothing to u.. it meant alot to my ger.. She bought her to the St Andrew Park... Tis time we ask along hubby's frien.. He has 2 beautiful girls.. Chermaine and Chervon..

Genevieve and Chermaine had a wonderful time.. We reached earlier so we started kite flying.. Genevieve was jux 3 mins enthu into kite flying.. hahaaa.. After they reached Chermaine took over my kite.. wat a relieve... When passing the kite to Chermaine.. Genevieve kept telling her how fly a kite as if she's a PRO..

Awhile later.. hubby saw a group a ducks coming up from e pond and coming towards us.. So he decided to feed the ducks instead.. Genevieve and Chermaine were so excited and kept feeding.. They had so much fun.. they were so cute.. adorable... Slowly the ducks started to move away.. We tot they were full liao.. but no loh.. There was someone who everyday at a certain timing come n feed them.. They were very attached to her.. Ok.. So we started another activity.. Blowing Bubbles.. Hahaaaa... You shld see their faces.. I loves their laughter and every movements.. They are so naive ba.. Having so much fun...

Although it's a simple weekend.. But to me.. It was very wonderful.. Seeing the kids enjoying themselves.. making me missed my childhood days.. Frankly speaking i dun rem much thus i really hope Genevieve and other kids had a wonderful childhood memory..

Tiring day...

Today.. We went to the Vineyard where they make the wine... In e first place.. hubby and i tot it was going to be a long trip.. but no loh.. jux 25 mins drive.. It was so hot and i am so tired.. I did not slept well last nite.. keep waking up in e middle of e nite.. all the itches..

The vineyard is not wat i expected to see... not very big.. and it is around the neighborhood... Alot of ppl attended.. mayb today they have events going on ba.. Nothing much to see... But i went to stomp at the grapes... hahaaa....quite an experience.. saw a few gers enjoying themselves playing and throwing at each other.. alot of ppls took pics and video of them including myself.. We did not spend much time and we jux bought a bottle a red wine.. we do not know where to go.. tot of going shopping.. the nearest is grapevine mills...

We did not shop alot.. I went in to Forever 21.. So messy and crowded.. But bought 3 spagatti strip.. ONLI USD 2.50... you can never get tis price in SG.. Then we went to Okley.. Bought 3 sunglasses.. 2 for myself and 1 for hubby.. Then Genevieve was getting cranky liao.. tot of bringing her to take carousel.. but when we passby thomas the train shop she wanted to go in..we stay there for quite sometimes and next she went play golf... haha.. FREE for her... She was really acting like a pro.. ask daddy not to help her..

Time passes veri slow.. and i am scared to go home.. as she may wan to take nap.. it was abt 6pm.. if she take nap.. night.. wat time she decided to sleep.. so her daddy suggest to bring her for fishing.. She was so happy... Keeping copying her daddy patterns.. Daddy stands.. she stands.. Daddy go where she follows.. haha.. so cute.. But think all of us were veri tired liao.. so we did not stay long... after reaching home.. i quickly bathe her then waching her barney show.. she fallen asleep... I am also veri tired liao.. going sleep liao.. Nitey..

My Brave Genevieve...

Genevieve woke up very early today.. 7 plus.. Mayb due to yday she slept early ba.. But i was veri tired.. So i on the Dora and the 3 little pigs and went back to sleep.. To my surprise... She never disturb mi.. Until i woke up abt 9.30am.. wow.. normally she will ask mi to wake up and accompany her.. I still feel tired but i cant slep liao.. cos it's time to bring her see doc for her check up...

Hubby and i tot she had taken all the shots she shld.. But the doc say she need to take Hep A.. Chicken Pox and dunno wat shots tat shld b taken when baby... Genevieve dun have.. so she had to take all 3 shots... In the first place i was scared.. cos never brought her alone for shots before.. Always ask hubby along.. But since we are here liao.. cant do anything.. dun wan make another appointment..

When the nurse came in and asked her to lie down.. I was scared and ger was not willing too.. but no choice i have to hold her tight.. Wow so fast the shots were finished.. My ger only cried awhile and after it.. she was back to normal again... I was surprise... i tot she will cry non stop.... She was such a BRAVE little ger..

After the doc.. I bought her for lunch and went home for a nap... I also took a nap myself.. After napping.. i decided to prepare dinner.. My ger also wake up liao.. after playing awhile herself.. she told mi she need to go potty.. I ask her to wait for mi.. She say dun need.. She can do it herself.. OK.. I'll wait.. slowly i walk to the toilet.. Surprise.. she was on sitting on top.. She on the light herself and climb up.. All by herself.. Good.. After awhile she shouted for mi in the toilet again.. I was wondering wat happen... She poo.. POO... finished pooing.. asking mi to wash for her.. Really my Genevieve grown up liao...

Times flies.. Soon she will have another accompany liao.. Wonder how will it be... Looking forward to the birth of my little one...

My PC kana Trojan...

It was a fine afternoon and the weather was nice.. I brought my ger to the library as usual for the story telling.. She's enjoyed it.. I loved to see her happy... Then i tot of letting her learn to use the computer.. To my surprise.. She picked up veri fast.. I was so glad but.. erm.. guess wat.. She almost had an accident... She almost Pisssss out... hahaaaa... Think she was too into her game...

Time to go home... I always on my PC when i reach home... After awhile...My PC pop up some msg.. OMG its TROJAN.... I know nothing about VIRUS.. only tat i might damage my PC.. i quickly call hubby and ask for help.. At the same time.. I also tried to ask my Bro thru msn for help.. Hubby then called and said his friend will come over to bring the PC home and help to fix it..

Lucky ah ger never took nap tat day.. so she fallen asleep veri early... Since i have nothing to do.. Why not do ironing which i wanted to do long ago.. I have accomplished a big mountain... After tat i washed the dishes and READ a book.. Danielle Steel.. The Kiss.. jux borrowed from the library.. Lucky got the book if not really dunno wat to do.. Not yet finish but wil try.. hahahaaa.... But i do feel that without my PC.. i have more time for my ger.. But without PC... I am veri bored.. I am glad tat my PC is back to me the veri next day... Cant live without my PC.. cos its the only way to communicate with my loved ones in SG..

Updating my Facebook..

Recently seem veri free like tat.. been updating and uploading my Facebook.. Uploaded alot of my ger old pics and the pics tat we took recently.. Normally i dun do uploading so quickly.. mayb wanted to make good use of my time ba.. I dun wan everyday play games but dun play games i dunno can do wat..

I wana do alot of crafts wif my ger.. but she dun listen to my instructions.. But luckily in sch, she stil listen.. tat good.. I dun expect much from her.. Wana do ironing.. wif her around feel dangerous.. cos scare later she say she wana iron for mi... Next in mind is preparing the little cards for my next little one... I do have e design in mind but not yet buy e materials... Hopefully I can do it... Always told my ger she can DO IT.. haha... Mayb is i lazy to help her do anything ba..

Anyone have a facebook can enjoy the recent pics that i have uploaded... Tons of pics.. mayb wil see til boring.. hahaaa... But my ger is so cute.. cant resist taking pics for her... Mayb taking her to library later if my hubby can make it in time home... If not another boring day at hm... dunno wat to prepare my ger for today.. haiz..

Fruitful weekend

I love my weekend... Hahaaa... Hubby dont need to go back to work... spending the weekend with us.. although sat we never go anywhere, only in the evening... We went round the TARGET.. hopefully can find some 75% clearance toys.. but too bad.. all we found is kites.. hahaaa..

It's ok.. Cos after dinner at Pei wei.. We went to St Andrews Park.. Wow.. my ger had lots of fun... She wanted to feed the ducks... But she scared.. She loved to feed them in e past... Mayb too long never go there liao.. We also flies kite.. the kite was cute.. a poon bear.. too bad both of phone batt was low.. never took any pics.. However it did not last long.. the kite Torn.. accidently by my ger.. too BAD.. Then my ger saw some kids playing bubbles so she joined them.. Hubby tot since we also have bubbles in e car.. why dun we play also... Tat 2 bottles of bubbles i was intending to return to Walmart.. as i can get it cheaper at Walgreen.. but he say never mind.. dun return.. so we jux use it and play.. my ger have lots of fun.. I am so happy when i sees my ger so happy...

Sunday we went to Fossil Rims Wildlife Center and Dinosaurs Park.. It was an eyes opening.. The Fossil Rims can say is an open zoo... Or should say really a wildlife zoo... The animals was not locked up in the cage or anywhere up the hill.. They are rite beside your CAR.. they are free to walk around in e area.. then you can feed them also...

We were so excited and you shld see the face of my ger.. So cute.. so scared but wanted to touch them.. haha.. We keep telling her not to be scared cos we did now wind down the windows so the animals cannot come in... And we are both there for her.. dun need to be scared.. so funny.. The only part we feel sad is that we did not manage feed the Giraffe like others did... The giraffe doesnt want to come over to us... So sad.. Somemore my ger like Giraffe the most.. We even bought a 25inch giraffe and a hand puppet for her...

The ride was a fun ride and we were looking forward to see the Cheetah... We try to see around.. Finally we saw one... But it was very far inside the cage. haha.. Cage rite.. I was so surprise when they put the cheetah pics of the brochure.. I thought i was really going to get close to such a danger animal.. hahaa...Mayb is the hot weather ba.. the cheetah was hiding under the shade near its home.. i shld say.. Only manage to see one...

Overall it was exciting and experiencing.. When aproaching the end.. Hubby tried to finish the bag of food... so he threw almost all the food out to... Ostrich.. To our surprise.. the ostrich also like attacking us.. cos hubby tot of throwing the whole bag of food to him... i think the ostrich think got more food in the bag so it stick its head in.. Worst.. dunno y his window cant wind up.. lucky hubby was fast enough to use the bag to cover its head and we faster drive away.. We keep looking behind to see if the ostrich got follow us anot.. hahaaaa.... Lucky the ostrich was busy eating.. never bother abt us..

Wow.. we spend almost 3 hrs there... then its time to go to DINO park.. it look nice on the outside.. When going in.. We feel nothing much... Mayb also due of the hot weather ba... We did not really take a veri good look at all the dinosaurs.. Onli some we think is cute and we noe... un realy know dinosaurs much...

It was really a tiring day.. esp hubby.. he can say driving the whole day.. Cos need more than 1.5hrs of drive to Ft Worth.. the driving thru the Fossil Rims.. then back hm... On e way we went for a car wash then they provide the vaccum service.. We vaccum our car.. Wow never see our car so clean before.. haha.. with a kid like my ger.. my car can never be so clean.. Hopefully can maintain tis way..

Now have to look thru the web liao.. any new places to bring my ger.. Mayb hawaiian fall.. hahaa.. Waiting for nice weather...


P.S.... Thx hubby for the fun and exciting weekend i have.. Really enjoyed it...

Hi.. I'm back.. Let's see how long can i blog.. Mayb now you can see lots of my posts.. Down the road.. Dunno.. Will i continue or getting slower or no more.. Hahaaa.. Hard to say..

Tis two days having some activites with my ger.. Yesterday, I told of bringing her to Coopell library for a movie show.. But too bad.. think both of us were very tired.. We took 2 hrs of nap.. In e end.. We missed the show.. so boring at home.. So i decided to let her play chalk outside.. It does not last long..

Then i decided to go bring her to Walgreen mayb after that Walmart for a walk.. Tot of buying some medicines, but the person says need my insurance card but i did not bring.. In the end i bought a lots of those summer toys for her.. Wow.. so fast 75% off liao.. i quickly find some stuffs for her to play.. After buying feel tired liao.. so fast hor... cancel Walmart... so tells her go home play.. In the first place she dun wan.. later i told her will find some friends for her to play with so.. She say ok... hahaa... Kids.. But too bad.. I cant find any...

At home.. i tried the whistle blower.. sucks.. it does not work at all.. In the end i gave her another bubble stick.. She likes it alot.. hahaaa... After awhile i told her its time to stop and bathe... She stil dun wan to stop... Finally she stopped and decided to bath... All playing and bathing took abt One and a half hr ba.. I think.. I quickly prepare a simple dinner.. Spagatti.... She love it..

Today... our activities abt the same.. playing chalks, jumping and blowing bubbles.. After playing.. She's really tired.. awhile later.. she fallen asleep.. so here i am.. blogging.. Hopefully its not jux a moment of fun or attitude..

Anyway.. Its time to make dinner and ask her to wake up liao.. if not later nite.. She cant sleep liao... Also at the same time.. WAITING FOR MY HUBBY.. Cya..

P.S... LOVE you all always...

New Start of Blog..

Finally, i have decided to rewrite my blog... Although i feel that i need to write something to update my family members and friends, but i am simply too lazy and tired to write.. Whenever i see others ppl blogs, i feel like writing... But i do not know how to deco my blog and make it nice... Like i wanted to learn to do scrapooking, my talent is limited.. I am very poor in art since young tat's y i dun like to do crafts. NOW.. i have to learn to do liao.. REASON.. I have to entertain my ger.. Naughty Genevieve.. Hahaaa.. Whenever i ask her is she a good ger.. She will say NO.. She's waiting for BEATING... Sometimes she even wanting ME to take the cane.. See.. Is she deserving it..

However... there's always a good side of her... When she's good, she is really very good... She loves to help around... BUT that will make a double job for me... I do not mind.. I do mind is that she wants to help everything ..WHY not.... help mi do clean up for her TOYS..her STUFFS....Pls help a little... haiz... She understands what i am saying.. she jux dun want to listen... What can i do to let her listens....

She got the best part.. but i am waiting to take e pics down before i reveal anything.. haha... I jux simply love her..

P.S... Genevieve.. Pls listen to daddy and mommy pls......