It's always so joyable to see my kids smile or hear their laughter..
They are the best gifts you ever had..



Seeing them smile..
You will also smile..



Seeing them cry..
Your heart feel so pain..

Seeing them sick..
You just wish you are the one getting sick..

But when they are so sick for no reason..
Your mind goes wild..
You are so dammed worried that one day ur gift will be taken away..

I don't need them to be a genius..
I don't need them to be an expert..
I just need them to be healthy..

I really wish to be a stayhome mom..
Frankly, I hate to be separated from Kids..
I seem to missed out alot of things..
After work..
I do not enough time for them..
Cook for them..
Teach them to study..
I know its every mothers' dream to stay home..
Looking at their kids grow..

It's so frustrating..

At certain point..
Daddy can never understand a mommy's feeling..
I don't deny that my emo overtake my mind..
But i tot hubby will understand..
Sadly to say he didn't..
So heartaching that at this point..
He don't understand me at all..
He wants me to understand him..
Share the pain with him..
But why cant he share with me..
At certain times..
I am really thinking..
Are we really meant for one another..

It's really at a point,
I feels that he never spare a tot for me..

My family..

I can't believe it myself either..
Simply alike..
If you see the caption below the pics..
Can you figure out who is who..


Lucas resemble who more


Simply alike..

Feeling so sweet..
~Sweet~

Eversince i saw hubby's cousins doing a photobook for their granny..
I also wish to make one..
Seem like a copycat..
But i think it is a good gifts for her 80 Birthday which is coming..


Gran with me when i was abt 1yr old..

I misses the old days..
I had stay with my gran for 17 yrs..
I rem that my tears sudden drop when i was half way thru my lesson..
I misses her..


2008 gran bday..

We all know women tend to be nagging..
It became worst as we get older..
so when i were young..
I always find her very nagging..
only till when i became a mommy myself..

So this yr for her birthday..
I want to create a beautiful memory for her..
To show we all love her..