Thinking of Genevieve

Thinking and looking closely at Genevieve.. Really feel that she has grown up alot... Esp when looking at her baby pics.. From tiny little baby.. to a little toddler.. Can walk.. run.. jump and express herself so well.. She's really grown up..

Recently i had bought a MOUSE for her.. to play game.. She can really play well.. she know how to click and everything.. Amazing Genevieve.. I only taught her 1 or 2 times.. and she get the hang of it.. but luckily she not addicted to it.. I am scared that she wanted to play til she dun want to sleep.. No loh.. When i told her play its abt time to stop she says ok... Wow.. That's good.. Unlike me.. Dunno my limit..

Yesterday... I overspend our budget.. We bought a Canon Semi-SLR camera.. Eveything included abt 450USD... Although price is right.. But we have to know our limit.. No savings at all.. Spending and spending.. We need to save.. Everytime have to worry about it.. so sian..

However hubby was pleased with the camera.. that's good.. so the old one we will bring back Singapore and repair.. This NEW camera we will jux use on our own.. Genevieve cannot use.. hahaha..

Today I cook Laksa.. Wow.. Taste great.. Too bad Genevieve dunno how to eat spicy food... think she will like too.. So sad.. I dun have the paste anymore.. so have to go back Singapore then can cook again..

Simple weekend.. Simple day.. that's my day..

Feeling Bad.. Bad Mommy...

I really feel that i did not do alot for Genevieve.. I dont know what i am doing or what am i going to do next.. Feeling confused..

After talking to daddy... I suddenly felt tat i did not good or more enough for Genevieve.. She need alots of attention which i did not give it to her.. i did not pay alot of attention to her.. All i know is asking her to play herself and do it on her own.. I did not play wif her or do with her... I am a lousy Mom.. Can someone pls tell me how can i be a better mom...

I always though that tis pregnancy was the happiest baby.. Because when having Genevieve.. I was really in a very bad shape.. Alot of thoughts in my mind.. I kept feeling i let my parents down.. Because we never expected her to come so early and at the same time i was taking my part time degree.. Kept crying and feeling down.. I think is bad for baby.. Like whenever i see others babies.. they are so cheerful.. so happy.. But my Genevieve NO... I feel so bad.. So when having tis baby.. I told myself i have to be more cheerful and not to think so much..

It was so hard and i never achieved it.. I want to be happy for all of us.. But how can we do it.. I loved them but how to express?

My poor Genevieve.. My poor baby.. My poor hubby.. and My parents.. I dunno what to do next.. I loved you all.. Pls pardon me if i did not do enough..

Pls.. Pls.. Forgive me..

Air Ticket Headache..

Been looking out for air tickets for daddy and mummy.. Having a bad times.. I found 1 good deal for them but they didnt book.. Now the deal no more liao.. Worst daddy wants fast and easy flight.. Then mummy wants cheap.. OMG.. Where to find..

Sometimes i was thinking asking them not to come.. so troublesome.. But on the other hand i was thinking i hope they can see the baby.. I do not mind they not coming.. I can get help.. But they insist on coming and i hope they can be here for baby 1st month.. On the other hand.. I am scared hubby not happy.. He is someone who dont like to bother others.. Even when need help.. UNLESS... very very bad then he will approach people..

I was hopefully hubby can be more flexible.. But he is the way he is.. Can never change.. Daddy and Mummy wana come because they scared we cant cope.. Ya.. Truth.. I am scared too.. But the problem is.. Too troublesome.. How..

Baby i am not too scare... I was worried for Genevieve.. Dunno she can adapt to the new family member anot..

Hopes things goes well after my short trip..

Successful Photoshoot..

Today finally brought Genevieve for the photoshoot.. It was a success.. In the first place.. things goes very slow... Then later It went very well... Genevieve was enjoying herself.. I was so happy.. Ms Debra had alot of praises for her..

All this pictures was from the previous first unsuccessful shoots

Lucky got Janet tagging along.. I was using her Aalicaa as a bait.. To lure Genevieve to do tis and that.. If not i think hard for Genevieve..

So resistant towards the shoots and wearing the dress

After the shots.. Ms Debra showed me a few pics that was taken from the last one.. It was not bad.. but i think tis time round the pics will be better.. She played alot with her and really had fun.. I am so proud of her.. If got next time.. I think she can do better.. hahaaa.. If got next time la..

Tis pics i took wif my own Mobile.. Simply look so cute..

After the shots.. Brought her to Janet house for a play.. Like her layout.. Open and Big.. Jux e master bedroom abit smaller and beside the corridor.. but at least well ventilation..

Hopefully if got next trip.. I dun wan underground apartment..

Shopping.. Shopping.. Shopping..

Tis few days had been shopping alot.. BUT its not buying my stuffs.. Accompany hubby around.. running here and there for his event.. What event... Mooncake festival.. Hahaaa.. Funny right.. Its already over.. They are celebrating so late because their BIG boss is coming over.. Same time.. I aslo can do my marketing..

Saturday.. we went to alot of place to buy drinks and mooncake... Too bad we cant get any mooncake because all sold out.. Finally we decided to give up.. then today.. we went to Sam's club to buy the rest of the things.. Wow.. Alot sia.. Tired also.. Hubby had to go around finding the things and i had to look after Genevieve.. She was not behaving very good..

Finally our own shopping time... Babyrus.. Omg.. I bought alot of clothing.. WHY?? 60% discount liao.. Additional 25% then another additional 30%.. OMG.. where can you get such a good deal.. I bought 3 pairs of shoes for Genevieve.. 1 for my not born yet baby.. and another one for Desiree... They are simply so cute and cheap.. somemore is branded hor.. NIKE and Seasame Street sandal.. Mi ask hubby take and take.. Even now cant wear.. go back Singapore also can wear.. hahahaa.. Super auntie hor.. No choice.. you can never get such a good deal in Singapore..

I prefer to go shopping and find good deals like tis.. Discount with further discount.. Buy until you siao.. In Singapore, discount can never be tis much.. It was such an achievement finding all tis cheapo and branded stuffs.. Can brag about it..

Thought of buying more.. But thinking next week going to San Antonio liao.. Stop buying first.. If there side nothing to buy then i come back buy.. You can call me KIASU AUNTIE.. HAHAAA

An unexpectated Day..

Today after sending Genevieve to school.. I came straight instead of going out for a walk.. I took a nap.. Suddenly my Handphone rang.. Strange who will call me??? NORTHCHURCH.. Genevieve school.. OMG.. what happen..

Trish called me and told me that Genevieve had 2 toilet accidents.. and need me to bring an extra clothing for her.. Ermm.. Did i hear wrongly.. 2.. Omg.. what happen to her.. First thing came to my mind.. Is she sick.. I quickly washed myself and took a set of clothing to her.. I chexke dwith Trish and she said it was rared that it happened.. Not once but twice.. Ok.. Maybe due to yday she never slept well... ok.. She was fine not sick..

After tat i thought of going for a shop.. Target.. I went to the maternaity dept and saw several pant and skirts.. I took some .. 75% leh.. then I saw alot of stuffs esp photo frame... 75% off.. What a good deal.. I see the timing was stil early to pick Genevieve up so i intend to walk awhile more.. Then i saw plates and bowls.. and many others more.. all 75% off.. OMG... wat a deal.. I quickly grab some.. hahaaa.. Auntie hor.. no choice leh.. good catch..

Again my handphone rang.. Who called?? NORTHCHURCH again.. what happen.. My Genevieve had a toilet accident AGAIN.. OMG.. I quicky checked out my stuffs and hurry to pick her up.. To my surprise.. everything i bought was more than 150USD.. WOW...

Reaching school.. I understand from her teacher.. She poos in the toilet but pees.. She never had tis type of accident.. I kept asking her is she alrite.. SHe said she's fine.. But she never take nap..

After picking her up.. I brought her to MAC for a snack... Then awhile later we went back home.. Within awhile.. she fallen asleep... I think due to the bad sleep yday.. which cos her to have toilet accidents.. She slept more than 2hrs.. Think tonite she will sleep very late..

Hopefully what happened today is the only and last time.. I have to train her sleep early and have a standard timing.. if not it will become a bad habit and pose a problem when she grown up..

Genevieve the chef

Today was interesting.. Genevieve was the chef today.. Hahaaa... She helped mi prepared the dinner.. She beat the egg and fried them.. Surprisely half way through... Daddy was HOME... yay.. so early.. haha..

Serious Genevieve..





See how serious she is.. so Cute.. Must be a big chef in future..

Genevieve was enjoying cooking.. She even posed to take pics for it.. so cute.. next time will be a great cook or housewife.. She ate alot during dinner.. Maybe because she cook ba.. hahaaa..

Tasting her own cooking


Posing with her egg..

However after dinner we were still hungry.. so hubby said.. let's order wing stop.. Wow.. always buy so much.. cant finish at all.. recently appetite really increased alot.. no matter how i eat dun feel full.. OMG..

I dont want to gain too much weight.. scared after birth i cant slimmed down.. worst here dun have the malay lady to help me regain my shade.. What should i do..