Halloween Day...

Today is Halloween.. So excited.. Wondering what to do for today.. weather is great.. Hopefully it will maintain throughout the day..

Planning for today..

Thought of bringing her for a Halloween photoshoot and going find clearance Halloween stuffs.. This will take us a day.. haha.. Next was wondering to go to Doreen hse for Halloween Party or go knocking hse to hse..

But first thing i have to go is children place.. Cause i have a coupon expiring today.. $40 then off $20.. Must go no matter wat.. Before going.. we went for a simple shoot for Genevieve.. cost only $8 bucks.. Actually no intention of going cause scare Genevieve will not want and hubby not happy.. He's not the patient type.. Truth.. I have a hard time making Genevieve wearing her costume and Hubby kept asking me give up.. However finally.. Genevieve enjoys the shoots..But after it.. She was tired.. haha..

Evening.. Time to party.. We went to Doreen hse and then went round door to door knocking.. Starting Genevieve was so afraid kept asking Daddy to carry.. Slowly warm up liao.. Although not much ppl open the door... But Genevieve still manage to get half a pail of candy.. Headache liao loh.. So much candy.. How to finish...

We also came across a house having party.. So happening.. All dressed up.. They were so spontanous.. When we asked can we see how they all dress up.. They were so nice ppl... We took a pics with them..

It was an enjoyable night.. So tiring esp hubby... Poor boy..

Pre-Halloween..

Genevieve's school was celebrating Halloween.. I was very excited.. I specially bought her a costume for the occassion.. Normally i dont do that.. Cause i feel its a waste of money.. But dunno why sudden have a urge to buy for her and bring her around for trick or treat.. Also i am afraid that she dun wan to wear the costume.. Think i have to try to find ways to make her wear and dress...

Her school had a simple celebration.. Jux all the kids sittingg down and eat. But i heard form last year that they have activities ba.. Dunno.. Cause i did not attend.. I went to her school early and took some pictures for her.. She was behaving herself in school.. But there was a little boy who kept disturbing her.. you can see her irriating and keep asking him not to do tis and that.. All the little kids like liitle ANGELS.. so cute and adorable.. Irresistable..

Last year did not bring her out cause she was still too young to understand.. And that time they had a small celebration... She was so frighten.. Now she's grown up liao and Somemore tis year is the last Halloween or any celebration we going to have in TEXAS.. I wan to make it more memorable for her..

Bought her to cimarron park.. They have little party over there.. She was having fun.. running here and there.. I simply cant resist her.. Although the party was short but at least she had fun..

Tomorrow see how is the weather.. If good.. Might bring her go knocking door to door for treat or trick..

Medieval Times

Yesterday we went to Medival Times.. The place was veri nice.. A castle.. Quite special.. Genevieve was enjoying herself.. Seeing the horses and everything.. the performance too.. a nice show.. I was glad she enjoyed herself but she was a headache yesterday..

Genevieve did not behave herself and also made a mess.. I do not know what happen to her.. She even tried to snatch Aarica's things.. Normally she dont snatch something that dont belong to her.. When taking group pic.. She also dont want to participate..

Everyone said that she know there is a threat coming towards her.. That's why she was trying to get alot of attention... I understand.. But at times.. she was really too much.. Mayb also now got alot of children and also her little brother coming out.. thus she feels neglected..

Hopefully when the little one come out.. I can have more time for her and she will be feeling better and love her brother.. We all love her..

Day spoilt by 2 stupid Librarians..

Yesterday bought Genevieve to library.. and when we intend to chk out... A stupid librarian jux came back from her break.. i think.. saw Genevieve chking out the books at the counter top.. Insist that she come down.. But we are chking out the last 2 books liao.. somemore Genevieve is not tall enough to reach e machine.. Genevieve start to make noise liao.. crying... Worst.. Another stupid librarian add in.. Mdm.. she is crying.. have to bring her out.. Pls loh cant she see that i am pregnant.. and i am taking so many things.. Idiots..

I know Genevieve is getting tired thus i wana to finish eveything fast.. Stupid people.. I understand library have to be quiet.. But we are about at the door step liao.. The first stupid lady cant wait i finish first and jux say next time cannot sit at counter top... Have to spoil my day..

Dunno wat happen to Genevieve yesterday.. Think have a bad dream.. Suddenly cry in her sleep and beat me.. say NO.. NO.. Wandering wat she dreaming of.. haha.. Will she remember..

Hope she has a sweet dream today..

Thinking of Genevieve

Thinking and looking closely at Genevieve.. Really feel that she has grown up alot... Esp when looking at her baby pics.. From tiny little baby.. to a little toddler.. Can walk.. run.. jump and express herself so well.. She's really grown up..

Recently i had bought a MOUSE for her.. to play game.. She can really play well.. she know how to click and everything.. Amazing Genevieve.. I only taught her 1 or 2 times.. and she get the hang of it.. but luckily she not addicted to it.. I am scared that she wanted to play til she dun want to sleep.. No loh.. When i told her play its abt time to stop she says ok... Wow.. That's good.. Unlike me.. Dunno my limit..

Yesterday... I overspend our budget.. We bought a Canon Semi-SLR camera.. Eveything included abt 450USD... Although price is right.. But we have to know our limit.. No savings at all.. Spending and spending.. We need to save.. Everytime have to worry about it.. so sian..

However hubby was pleased with the camera.. that's good.. so the old one we will bring back Singapore and repair.. This NEW camera we will jux use on our own.. Genevieve cannot use.. hahaha..

Today I cook Laksa.. Wow.. Taste great.. Too bad Genevieve dunno how to eat spicy food... think she will like too.. So sad.. I dun have the paste anymore.. so have to go back Singapore then can cook again..

Simple weekend.. Simple day.. that's my day..

Feeling Bad.. Bad Mommy...

I really feel that i did not do alot for Genevieve.. I dont know what i am doing or what am i going to do next.. Feeling confused..

After talking to daddy... I suddenly felt tat i did not good or more enough for Genevieve.. She need alots of attention which i did not give it to her.. i did not pay alot of attention to her.. All i know is asking her to play herself and do it on her own.. I did not play wif her or do with her... I am a lousy Mom.. Can someone pls tell me how can i be a better mom...

I always though that tis pregnancy was the happiest baby.. Because when having Genevieve.. I was really in a very bad shape.. Alot of thoughts in my mind.. I kept feeling i let my parents down.. Because we never expected her to come so early and at the same time i was taking my part time degree.. Kept crying and feeling down.. I think is bad for baby.. Like whenever i see others babies.. they are so cheerful.. so happy.. But my Genevieve NO... I feel so bad.. So when having tis baby.. I told myself i have to be more cheerful and not to think so much..

It was so hard and i never achieved it.. I want to be happy for all of us.. But how can we do it.. I loved them but how to express?

My poor Genevieve.. My poor baby.. My poor hubby.. and My parents.. I dunno what to do next.. I loved you all.. Pls pardon me if i did not do enough..

Pls.. Pls.. Forgive me..

Air Ticket Headache..

Been looking out for air tickets for daddy and mummy.. Having a bad times.. I found 1 good deal for them but they didnt book.. Now the deal no more liao.. Worst daddy wants fast and easy flight.. Then mummy wants cheap.. OMG.. Where to find..

Sometimes i was thinking asking them not to come.. so troublesome.. But on the other hand i was thinking i hope they can see the baby.. I do not mind they not coming.. I can get help.. But they insist on coming and i hope they can be here for baby 1st month.. On the other hand.. I am scared hubby not happy.. He is someone who dont like to bother others.. Even when need help.. UNLESS... very very bad then he will approach people..

I was hopefully hubby can be more flexible.. But he is the way he is.. Can never change.. Daddy and Mummy wana come because they scared we cant cope.. Ya.. Truth.. I am scared too.. But the problem is.. Too troublesome.. How..

Baby i am not too scare... I was worried for Genevieve.. Dunno she can adapt to the new family member anot..

Hopes things goes well after my short trip..

Successful Photoshoot..

Today finally brought Genevieve for the photoshoot.. It was a success.. In the first place.. things goes very slow... Then later It went very well... Genevieve was enjoying herself.. I was so happy.. Ms Debra had alot of praises for her..

All this pictures was from the previous first unsuccessful shoots

Lucky got Janet tagging along.. I was using her Aalicaa as a bait.. To lure Genevieve to do tis and that.. If not i think hard for Genevieve..

So resistant towards the shoots and wearing the dress

After the shots.. Ms Debra showed me a few pics that was taken from the last one.. It was not bad.. but i think tis time round the pics will be better.. She played alot with her and really had fun.. I am so proud of her.. If got next time.. I think she can do better.. hahaaa.. If got next time la..

Tis pics i took wif my own Mobile.. Simply look so cute..

After the shots.. Brought her to Janet house for a play.. Like her layout.. Open and Big.. Jux e master bedroom abit smaller and beside the corridor.. but at least well ventilation..

Hopefully if got next trip.. I dun wan underground apartment..

Shopping.. Shopping.. Shopping..

Tis few days had been shopping alot.. BUT its not buying my stuffs.. Accompany hubby around.. running here and there for his event.. What event... Mooncake festival.. Hahaaa.. Funny right.. Its already over.. They are celebrating so late because their BIG boss is coming over.. Same time.. I aslo can do my marketing..

Saturday.. we went to alot of place to buy drinks and mooncake... Too bad we cant get any mooncake because all sold out.. Finally we decided to give up.. then today.. we went to Sam's club to buy the rest of the things.. Wow.. Alot sia.. Tired also.. Hubby had to go around finding the things and i had to look after Genevieve.. She was not behaving very good..

Finally our own shopping time... Babyrus.. Omg.. I bought alot of clothing.. WHY?? 60% discount liao.. Additional 25% then another additional 30%.. OMG.. where can you get such a good deal.. I bought 3 pairs of shoes for Genevieve.. 1 for my not born yet baby.. and another one for Desiree... They are simply so cute and cheap.. somemore is branded hor.. NIKE and Seasame Street sandal.. Mi ask hubby take and take.. Even now cant wear.. go back Singapore also can wear.. hahahaa.. Super auntie hor.. No choice.. you can never get such a good deal in Singapore..

I prefer to go shopping and find good deals like tis.. Discount with further discount.. Buy until you siao.. In Singapore, discount can never be tis much.. It was such an achievement finding all tis cheapo and branded stuffs.. Can brag about it..

Thought of buying more.. But thinking next week going to San Antonio liao.. Stop buying first.. If there side nothing to buy then i come back buy.. You can call me KIASU AUNTIE.. HAHAAA

An unexpectated Day..

Today after sending Genevieve to school.. I came straight instead of going out for a walk.. I took a nap.. Suddenly my Handphone rang.. Strange who will call me??? NORTHCHURCH.. Genevieve school.. OMG.. what happen..

Trish called me and told me that Genevieve had 2 toilet accidents.. and need me to bring an extra clothing for her.. Ermm.. Did i hear wrongly.. 2.. Omg.. what happen to her.. First thing came to my mind.. Is she sick.. I quickly washed myself and took a set of clothing to her.. I chexke dwith Trish and she said it was rared that it happened.. Not once but twice.. Ok.. Maybe due to yday she never slept well... ok.. She was fine not sick..

After tat i thought of going for a shop.. Target.. I went to the maternaity dept and saw several pant and skirts.. I took some .. 75% leh.. then I saw alot of stuffs esp photo frame... 75% off.. What a good deal.. I see the timing was stil early to pick Genevieve up so i intend to walk awhile more.. Then i saw plates and bowls.. and many others more.. all 75% off.. OMG... wat a deal.. I quickly grab some.. hahaaa.. Auntie hor.. no choice leh.. good catch..

Again my handphone rang.. Who called?? NORTHCHURCH again.. what happen.. My Genevieve had a toilet accident AGAIN.. OMG.. I quicky checked out my stuffs and hurry to pick her up.. To my surprise.. everything i bought was more than 150USD.. WOW...

Reaching school.. I understand from her teacher.. She poos in the toilet but pees.. She never had tis type of accident.. I kept asking her is she alrite.. SHe said she's fine.. But she never take nap..

After picking her up.. I brought her to MAC for a snack... Then awhile later we went back home.. Within awhile.. she fallen asleep... I think due to the bad sleep yday.. which cos her to have toilet accidents.. She slept more than 2hrs.. Think tonite she will sleep very late..

Hopefully what happened today is the only and last time.. I have to train her sleep early and have a standard timing.. if not it will become a bad habit and pose a problem when she grown up..

Genevieve the chef

Today was interesting.. Genevieve was the chef today.. Hahaaa... She helped mi prepared the dinner.. She beat the egg and fried them.. Surprisely half way through... Daddy was HOME... yay.. so early.. haha..

Serious Genevieve..





See how serious she is.. so Cute.. Must be a big chef in future..

Genevieve was enjoying cooking.. She even posed to take pics for it.. so cute.. next time will be a great cook or housewife.. She ate alot during dinner.. Maybe because she cook ba.. hahaaa..

Tasting her own cooking


Posing with her egg..

However after dinner we were still hungry.. so hubby said.. let's order wing stop.. Wow.. always buy so much.. cant finish at all.. recently appetite really increased alot.. no matter how i eat dun feel full.. OMG..

I dont want to gain too much weight.. scared after birth i cant slimmed down.. worst here dun have the malay lady to help me regain my shade.. What should i do..