Halloween Day...

Today is Halloween.. So excited.. Wondering what to do for today.. weather is great.. Hopefully it will maintain throughout the day..

Planning for today..

Thought of bringing her for a Halloween photoshoot and going find clearance Halloween stuffs.. This will take us a day.. haha.. Next was wondering to go to Doreen hse for Halloween Party or go knocking hse to hse..

But first thing i have to go is children place.. Cause i have a coupon expiring today.. $40 then off $20.. Must go no matter wat.. Before going.. we went for a simple shoot for Genevieve.. cost only $8 bucks.. Actually no intention of going cause scare Genevieve will not want and hubby not happy.. He's not the patient type.. Truth.. I have a hard time making Genevieve wearing her costume and Hubby kept asking me give up.. However finally.. Genevieve enjoys the shoots..But after it.. She was tired.. haha..

Evening.. Time to party.. We went to Doreen hse and then went round door to door knocking.. Starting Genevieve was so afraid kept asking Daddy to carry.. Slowly warm up liao.. Although not much ppl open the door... But Genevieve still manage to get half a pail of candy.. Headache liao loh.. So much candy.. How to finish...

We also came across a house having party.. So happening.. All dressed up.. They were so spontanous.. When we asked can we see how they all dress up.. They were so nice ppl... We took a pics with them..

It was an enjoyable night.. So tiring esp hubby... Poor boy..

Pre-Halloween..

Genevieve's school was celebrating Halloween.. I was very excited.. I specially bought her a costume for the occassion.. Normally i dont do that.. Cause i feel its a waste of money.. But dunno why sudden have a urge to buy for her and bring her around for trick or treat.. Also i am afraid that she dun wan to wear the costume.. Think i have to try to find ways to make her wear and dress...

Her school had a simple celebration.. Jux all the kids sittingg down and eat. But i heard form last year that they have activities ba.. Dunno.. Cause i did not attend.. I went to her school early and took some pictures for her.. She was behaving herself in school.. But there was a little boy who kept disturbing her.. you can see her irriating and keep asking him not to do tis and that.. All the little kids like liitle ANGELS.. so cute and adorable.. Irresistable..

Last year did not bring her out cause she was still too young to understand.. And that time they had a small celebration... She was so frighten.. Now she's grown up liao and Somemore tis year is the last Halloween or any celebration we going to have in TEXAS.. I wan to make it more memorable for her..

Bought her to cimarron park.. They have little party over there.. She was having fun.. running here and there.. I simply cant resist her.. Although the party was short but at least she had fun..

Tomorrow see how is the weather.. If good.. Might bring her go knocking door to door for treat or trick..

Medieval Times

Yesterday we went to Medival Times.. The place was veri nice.. A castle.. Quite special.. Genevieve was enjoying herself.. Seeing the horses and everything.. the performance too.. a nice show.. I was glad she enjoyed herself but she was a headache yesterday..

Genevieve did not behave herself and also made a mess.. I do not know what happen to her.. She even tried to snatch Aarica's things.. Normally she dont snatch something that dont belong to her.. When taking group pic.. She also dont want to participate..

Everyone said that she know there is a threat coming towards her.. That's why she was trying to get alot of attention... I understand.. But at times.. she was really too much.. Mayb also now got alot of children and also her little brother coming out.. thus she feels neglected..

Hopefully when the little one come out.. I can have more time for her and she will be feeling better and love her brother.. We all love her..

Day spoilt by 2 stupid Librarians..

Yesterday bought Genevieve to library.. and when we intend to chk out... A stupid librarian jux came back from her break.. i think.. saw Genevieve chking out the books at the counter top.. Insist that she come down.. But we are chking out the last 2 books liao.. somemore Genevieve is not tall enough to reach e machine.. Genevieve start to make noise liao.. crying... Worst.. Another stupid librarian add in.. Mdm.. she is crying.. have to bring her out.. Pls loh cant she see that i am pregnant.. and i am taking so many things.. Idiots..

I know Genevieve is getting tired thus i wana to finish eveything fast.. Stupid people.. I understand library have to be quiet.. But we are about at the door step liao.. The first stupid lady cant wait i finish first and jux say next time cannot sit at counter top... Have to spoil my day..

Dunno wat happen to Genevieve yesterday.. Think have a bad dream.. Suddenly cry in her sleep and beat me.. say NO.. NO.. Wandering wat she dreaming of.. haha.. Will she remember..

Hope she has a sweet dream today..

Thinking of Genevieve

Thinking and looking closely at Genevieve.. Really feel that she has grown up alot... Esp when looking at her baby pics.. From tiny little baby.. to a little toddler.. Can walk.. run.. jump and express herself so well.. She's really grown up..

Recently i had bought a MOUSE for her.. to play game.. She can really play well.. she know how to click and everything.. Amazing Genevieve.. I only taught her 1 or 2 times.. and she get the hang of it.. but luckily she not addicted to it.. I am scared that she wanted to play til she dun want to sleep.. No loh.. When i told her play its abt time to stop she says ok... Wow.. That's good.. Unlike me.. Dunno my limit..

Yesterday... I overspend our budget.. We bought a Canon Semi-SLR camera.. Eveything included abt 450USD... Although price is right.. But we have to know our limit.. No savings at all.. Spending and spending.. We need to save.. Everytime have to worry about it.. so sian..

However hubby was pleased with the camera.. that's good.. so the old one we will bring back Singapore and repair.. This NEW camera we will jux use on our own.. Genevieve cannot use.. hahaha..

Today I cook Laksa.. Wow.. Taste great.. Too bad Genevieve dunno how to eat spicy food... think she will like too.. So sad.. I dun have the paste anymore.. so have to go back Singapore then can cook again..

Simple weekend.. Simple day.. that's my day..

Feeling Bad.. Bad Mommy...

I really feel that i did not do alot for Genevieve.. I dont know what i am doing or what am i going to do next.. Feeling confused..

After talking to daddy... I suddenly felt tat i did not good or more enough for Genevieve.. She need alots of attention which i did not give it to her.. i did not pay alot of attention to her.. All i know is asking her to play herself and do it on her own.. I did not play wif her or do with her... I am a lousy Mom.. Can someone pls tell me how can i be a better mom...

I always though that tis pregnancy was the happiest baby.. Because when having Genevieve.. I was really in a very bad shape.. Alot of thoughts in my mind.. I kept feeling i let my parents down.. Because we never expected her to come so early and at the same time i was taking my part time degree.. Kept crying and feeling down.. I think is bad for baby.. Like whenever i see others babies.. they are so cheerful.. so happy.. But my Genevieve NO... I feel so bad.. So when having tis baby.. I told myself i have to be more cheerful and not to think so much..

It was so hard and i never achieved it.. I want to be happy for all of us.. But how can we do it.. I loved them but how to express?

My poor Genevieve.. My poor baby.. My poor hubby.. and My parents.. I dunno what to do next.. I loved you all.. Pls pardon me if i did not do enough..

Pls.. Pls.. Forgive me..

Air Ticket Headache..

Been looking out for air tickets for daddy and mummy.. Having a bad times.. I found 1 good deal for them but they didnt book.. Now the deal no more liao.. Worst daddy wants fast and easy flight.. Then mummy wants cheap.. OMG.. Where to find..

Sometimes i was thinking asking them not to come.. so troublesome.. But on the other hand i was thinking i hope they can see the baby.. I do not mind they not coming.. I can get help.. But they insist on coming and i hope they can be here for baby 1st month.. On the other hand.. I am scared hubby not happy.. He is someone who dont like to bother others.. Even when need help.. UNLESS... very very bad then he will approach people..

I was hopefully hubby can be more flexible.. But he is the way he is.. Can never change.. Daddy and Mummy wana come because they scared we cant cope.. Ya.. Truth.. I am scared too.. But the problem is.. Too troublesome.. How..

Baby i am not too scare... I was worried for Genevieve.. Dunno she can adapt to the new family member anot..

Hopes things goes well after my short trip..