Sumptuous Dinner..

Love to see Genevieve go school.. She loved it so much.. The way she carry or pull her bag.. so cute and adorable.. Everytime she went in to the class.. she will give me a great big hug and a goodbye kiss.. So glad that she enjoyed it..

In the first place.. I was so scared.. putting her about more than half a year.. She was crying everytime.. then slowly getting better.. Until Now.. She changed to a bigger class.. and she also changed alot.. A big girl liao.. No longer cries.. sometimes i feels that she dun bear to go home.. wana stay in school.. cos alot of accompany..

Today having a good mood so decided to cook 2 dishes and 1 soup.. taste great.. Grilled drumsticks.. Fried Dumpling and a Misc soup.. Genevieve loved it.. I loved it too.. Mayb also recently appetite getting bigger.. feel hungry.. Enjoyed my dinner so much.. but later headache too.. OMG.. The stove and floor so oily.. Going to have a hard time cleaning.. Lazy but still need to clean.. If not later alot of insects or flies.. esp now the season changing..

Thought hubby will be home early for dinner.. Haiz.. came home late.. nvm.. rush out again.. to make booking for his event.. wanted him to eat warm so taste will be better.. too bad.. Next time ba..

Now headache liao.. Tomorrow cook what?? Haaahaaa.. Everyday...

What am i thinking about?

Recently had been reading others people blogs.. Their blogs are so sweet and nice.. They took alot of pics.. even minor things they also take.. hahaa.. unlike me.. I dun or i shld say i dun take it to heart.. but sweetest things of all.. Is what their hubby do for them.. So romatic.. and sweet.. Their hubby even posed pics for them for take together.. My Hubby dun really like and i also feel like i am aging.. My complexion and everything look horrible..

Dunno had a sudden feeling that i had alots of things in mind that i dun tell or dun dared let hubby know... It seems like everythings i kept to myself but i expect hubby to understand.. Hubby cant read minds.. I know.. but if i dun tell him what i want.. he never know.. Then why i dun wan to tell him.. What is wrong with me..

Example: -The photography i really wish Genevieve to take..
-The things i wana to buy.. More toys for Genevieve and baby..
- The places i wana to go.. Tours...

Sometimes i understand that i am pregnant and alots of things i cant do or go.. So no choice.. Budget is very tight so everything had to think twice before i do or spend..

Today finally brought out some toys for Genevieve to play.. Found out that she dun really have much new toys too.. Had to go and explore where got sales and stock up liao.. Mayb Budget wise.. Had been controlling.. Really spend alot.. Overspending..

I wana to SAVE.. How.. I also wana to SPEND.. MONEY..

NIntendo DS.. OMG..

Boring sunday.. as usual dunno wat to do.. So hubby decide to bring us to Dave and Buster again.. When to the D & B at walnut lane.. but after playing awhile Hubby decided to bring us to another D&B..

Reason.. Nintendo DS.. Cos they ran out of it.. Other people had redeemed again.. Can you imagine we spend how much money to redeem the Nintendo.. Outside selling only 100plus USD.. But i think we spend more than 300USD ba.. OMG.. can buy 3 liao.. Haahaa.. Anyway.. At the same time.. We can play and demolish our time.. If not we also dunno go where..

Today dinner i really had a big appitette.. I ate one and a half plate of rice and almost half plate of noodles.. But most important of all..the sweet and sour ribs was really nice.. remind me of the Sweet and sour pork in Singapore.. SO NICE.. must try.. Secret recipe.. haha..

Genevieve was so tired today that she dozed off early too.. good that she sleep early.. I had more free times to do my things..

Hope slowly can become a habit of hers as now she never take nap liao..

Hubby still not feeling very well.. had a bad running nose.. so tis few days he had been sleeping on the sofa bed.. Poor boy.. Get well soon.. I LOVE YOU..

State Fair of TEXAS 2009

Went to state fair with hubby's colleague.. But before going i should bring Genevieve for the photo shoot.. But in the end.. change again.. SAD.. But happy Genevieve finall let me tied her hair..

Genevieve dolling herself up..

First time going to the State Fair... Very big.. but to me nothing much to see.. But happy is.. I manage to doll up Genevieve.. Hahaaa.. She looked so adorable.. OMG.. so cute.. Not paisey at all.. Saying my own baby cute and adorable.. hahaaa.... Its ok..

Looking into the mirror making sure she is pretty..

Setting off to State Fair.. Enjoying her snack..

To me.. the State Fair like normal fun fair we had in Singapore... Only the Ferris wheel.. wow BIG.. the rest of the games like almost the same.. repeating and repeating.. but they had some games that i dun really understand.. Throwing balls at glass bottle and plates.. Not environment friendly at all.. They also had some exitbit.. showing the alligators and several others... You can see that at zoo or whatever places.. But most bo liao of all.. The games and foods and rides.. Uses credits or coupons.. So troublesome and expensive..

But i think my Genevieve loved the most was the part she went for the swan ride and the parade.. Poor Hubby.. had to look after Genevieve and pedalled the Swan... So tiring.. The parade was interesting.. About 15-20 policemen riding on the horse for the parade.. Genevieve loves animals... The rest of the parade like our Chingay.. Feel like nothing special.. Maybe i did not manage to cover the whole fair ba..

Swan Ride with Daddy

However Genevieve made herself a small sovernor... Sand art.. putting the sand inside the bottle.. And also hubby bought her an umbrella.. because she was making so much noises and doesnt want to leave the booth... hubby NO CHOICE... HAHA... Awhile later she accidentally step on her umbrella and spoil it.. wat a waste.. Because of Genevieve.. We also missed alot of shows..

Dora Sand Art

Next we went to take the ferris wheel.. Genevieve was so excited.. But she was also making trouble.. removing her hair clips and abit cranky.. She was tired.. But she enjoyed the ride..

Lastly set to see the Fountain.. Sad to say i am disappointed with it... The fountain performance was at one side and the other side was another.. Cant see the whole things together.. If you wana see the fire then you cant see the fountain.. via verse.. so stupid rite..

Genevieve was so tired that she dozed off when we reached Hard Rock Cafe for dinner.. So stupid the parking lot.. Not much place to park cos mostly taken up by the valet parking.. Personally i do feel that the cafe had nothing much special and the food.. I only should say average.. Products wise... Also limited... nothing much.. But manage to get some Tees.. Hubby want to collect ma..

Really a tiring for all of us.. Genevieve did not ate anything for dinner and slept but stil had to wake her up for cleaning.. Poor Ger.. Her bites also got worst and it develope blistors.. didnt sleep well for the nite.. I had to put cream for her as and when..

Hope will not leave a scar on her..

TIRING DAY..

Today was a tiring day.. Hubby was not feeling well.. He feel chilled and having bad cough and flu.. The whole night cant sleep... Poor boy.. I was also tired.. whole nite cant sleep well too.. keep waking up..

Early morning woke up early cause Genevieve was early.. Hubby was stil feeling bad.. helped him called doctor for appointment and drove him there.. So different from Singapore.. Seeing doctor was like going hospital.. The doctor came in later but earlier a nurse came in.. She looked more like a doctor to me..

It seem like a rush day for me.. Having to take care of hubby and Genevieve.. then do the housework.. like so much to do.. everending.. Clear up the table... messy again.. haiz when can i finish cleaning.. mayb i go back Singapore liao still not clear up.. But today the most accomplishment i had done was fixing my baby playpen.. Was figuring for quite some time and finally FINISH.. But very super duper tired after that.. lay down on the sofa fall asleep liao..

Brought Genevieve out for a short play.. most importantly. she enjoyed.. but she also gotten some mosqito bites.. Poor Genevieve.. I did too.. haha... wat a day.. Now my house still very messy but too tired to do cleaning liao.. Going sleep.. haahhaa...

Nite..

I HOPE.. I HOPE..

Today went for my check up.. realise tat the gynae here do not do regular scanning.. About 3-4 times throughout your pregnacy.. What.. ok.. nothing to say.. so diff from Singapore.. In Singapore.. Every visit i get to see my baby Genevieve.. Now no.. Poor thing.. that's why I HOPE hubby will allow me to go do the ultrascan.. Hopefully cross my fingers.. cos to him.. as long as baby is fine.. is ok.. but mayb i am too free ba.. or wat.. my mind starts to think too much.. more than i did when having Genevieve..

I did an ultrascan for Genevieve too cos think tat is a must ba.. Seeing every single parts of her body.. The feeling was undescribeable... Think here more advance or PAY more money.. They have the 4D scan.. can see details.. Must ask Yanwen and get more information..

Dunno why whenever i came back from others people house.. I have the urge to clean my house.. It was too messy liao.. OMG.. I tend to stress myself liao.. cannot.. I have to relax.. thus I HOPE i can starts to do bit by bit.. haha.. less than a year.. i am going back liao.. now then wanted to clear my house.. haha.. No choice.. my house feng shui is lousy.. bad design and poor ventilation and not much sunlight.. look so dimmed and bored..

I HOPE after cleaning Genevieve can have more rooms to play.. She is so poor things.. I bought so much toys for her.. In the end i all packed away.. left nothing much for her.. causing her have to see DVD all day.. haiz.. bad mommy.. Hopefully tomorrow i can finis the corner and bring some toys for her..

Genevieve.. Give mommy some times.. I can DO IT.. I LOVE YOU..

PUTTING IN MORE EFFORT

Suddenly feel that i have to put in more effort for Genevieve.. Think both hubby and i are too addicted to games.. Facebook.. OMG... We kept playing the games and always ask Genevieve to play or watch TV on her own.. I know she feel bored.. so now i am trying to cut down.. But addicted to new game Treasure mania.. haha.. Die la.. like tat how can..

Hubby been working and when he's at home.. He played games.. I can understand he need to have his own time too.. but when he's at home then i can do other things.. Then Genevieve really need our attention.. I do feel she prefer school then home.. sad rite... I shld do something.. Even her toys.. we kept aside.. never let her play.. I also dunno why.. mayb we scared of keeping ba.. Felt tat i am a selfish mom.. Even her bath time.. I let her play alone in the bath tub and myself.. play game til i happy then go in..

I know i am not a very good mother but i will try harder.. I wanted to change for better.. spend more time n interact with her.. However after awhile i feel tired if not i will have the tempation to play games..

What should i do... What should i do..

I also had reschedule a new photography session for her.. I dunno whether she like it anot.. but i really do feel she look veri pretty in it.. I know hubby dun like tis kind of things.. he prefer simple.. but i wanted to create a memory for her.. Hopefully hubby can give in to me..

It always been a dream for me to take tis kind of photos but it never come true... that's why i am putting on Genevieve.. Hope Genevieve will like it and love it..