步步惊心

Title: 步步惊心 / Bu Bu Jing Xin
• Genre: Romance, period drama
• Episodes: 35

Cast / 主 演：

刘诗诗 饰 马尔泰-若曦/张晓
吴奇隆 饰 四阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤禛)
郑嘉颖 饰 八阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤禩)
袁弘 饰 十三阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤祥)
刘松仁 饰 清圣祖康熙(爱新觉罗-玄烨)

导 演： 李国立

剧情
　张晓本是一个的普通白领，和周围其他忙忙碌碌的都市人基本没什么区别。她按部就班地计划着自己的未来的人生——房子，旅游，恋爱。
那一天，张晓的命运被一场车祸彻底改写。她眼看着那辆失控的卡车将自己的灵魂撞出了躯体，而她，既没有进医院也没有进天堂，却是被撞进了清朝的宫廷中。就像铺天盖地的小说里写的那样，张晓的灵魂跨过时间的隧道，在一个叫马尔泰.若曦的十六岁清朝女孩的体内，重生了…… 时年，康熙第四十三。天下太平，但一场震动历史的“九龙夺嫡”正在暗潮涌动。权利的厮杀，爱情的灼烧，在被无限放大的历史舞台上。她知道自己不该卷入这场九王夺嫡的争斗中，可心不由己，因为这里有她所爱的，也有爱着她的……
若曦最先爱上温润如玉的八阿哥，但是八阿哥不愿放弃追逐皇位，最终恩断义绝。她深知历史，劝八阿哥要小心四阿哥等人，却被八阿哥铭记在心。她步步留神，处处惊心，渐渐和四阿哥走在一起。十三阿哥在八阿哥攻击四阿哥过程中被幽禁。最后四阿哥登上皇位，为掩盖秘密，赐死李公公，玉檀等人，若曦得知事情的开始都是因为她对八阿哥的提示，伤痛欲绝，以至流产。最后若曦被赐给十四阿哥，很快若曦病逝。没和四阿哥见最后一面。

等你的季节 - 刘诗诗

等你的季节 - 刘诗诗

等夏天等秋天

等下个季节

要等到月亮变全

你才会回到我身边

要不要再见面

没办法还是想念

突然想看你的脸

熟悉的感觉

不牵手也可以漫步风霜雨雪

不能相见也要朝思暮念

只想让你知道

我真的很好

爱一生恋一世

我也会等你到老

只想让你知道

放不下也忘不掉

你的笑你的好

是我温暖的依靠

只想让你知道

放不下也忘不掉

你的笑你的好

是我温暖的依靠

一念执著 - 胡歌/阿兰

一念执著 - 胡歌/阿兰

一眼之念 一念执著

注定就此飞蛾扑火

明知是祸 为何还不知所措

最好不见 最好不念

如此才可不与你相恋

多一步的擦肩

就步步沦陷

是时间的过错

让我们只能错过

我多想念 你多遥远

早知道是苦果

这一刻也不想逃脱

可惜这字眼太刺眼

两个世界之后 不想逃脱

是时间的过错

我们只能错过

我有多么想念 你有多遥远

早知道结局是不能抗拒的错

停留在这一刻

只好 情深 缘浅

It is so hard to take Genevieve photo alone..
But Lucas like to take picture..
2 different characters sister and brother..
You think she is strong..
She is not as strong as you think..
You think he is weak..
He is stronger than you can imagine..

SMART boy..





Lucas loved to pose so much

whereas Genevieve dun wan take alone..

I must try ways to take more pics for Genevieve
She's veri pretty..

Nothing much interesting..
Only busy weekend..
Going to bring the kids to Limbo Party..
Going to celebrate MIL birthday..
Going to my niece's 1st Birthday..

Last week went to my cousin's birthday
Dress the same for the whole family..
Haahaa..

Couple wear..

Lucas posing High Five..

trying to pose.. a V sign..

Playing bubbles..

I am tired and depress..

No strength or mood to do anything..

Feels very disappointed..

I suddenly feels i have a lot of regrets in my life..

I dun feels like facing it..

I felt that i am in my own world alone..

Even i wish to find someone to talk to..

I also dunno who to look for..

so lonely..

Maybe i should say that i am always in my world..

Looking forward to those things which cannot happen..

Dreaming.. Dreaming

In my own Fantasy.. which will never come true..

I am always wearing a mask..

I also dunno which is the real me..

I can never understand..

But i know i am someone who needs

Lots lots lots of love..

Lots of hugs and kisses..

but it seem to be missing..

I'm back from HongKong..
Actually back long ago..
Just lazy to update..
It was a tiring and frustrating trip..
Think its the worst for me sia..

Took alot of pics from DisneyLand..
Genevieve and Lucas simply loved them..

At the airport

My strong gal carrying the heavy bag

Tomorrow i am going HongKong..

However i feel very heavy..

Does he know that..

Does he understand..

I do not know how to arrange my feelings..

I wanted to put down..

But at this moment i dunno how..

How to face it..

Feeling very down now..

How i hope that person can cheer me up..

But doubt he will..

He never will..

He will just treat it as nothing happen and move on..

I cant..

Really..

It has became a barrier..

Saw from my friend blog

We quarrel..

We fight. .

We get upset..

We get mad. .

but we still love..

Meaningful..

Its left a big impact in my heart..

However i am doubting it now..

I am confuse..

I am tired..

Very tired..

Love... Hurt...

I love my babies..
I love my hubby..
I love them more than anyone.. anything..



So adorable..
So cute..

But at times..
I am really at my wits..
I need to find ways to solve..

Genevieve is a strong headed gal..
I have tried to use alot of methods..
but dont seem to work..

At times..
She is very gentle and sweet..
But
At times..
She is very stubborn and strong..

PLUS

Her daddy is also very stubborn and strong headed..
No one wana give in to anyone..

Haiz.. what should i do..