Insomnia!

Slept at around 12midnight.. waking up at 2.50am..

Can't sleep..

Omg..

What am i going to do..

Played Iphone game.. 4.39am..

No..No.. have to stop.. Go sleep...

Moments later..

Lucas cry..

Pacified and go back sleep..

Genevieve cries..

'Mommy mommy.. sleep beside me...'

Dun think i have any sleep..

Haiz..

Maybe i have put too much "INVISIBLE STRESS" on myself..

Yday had a talk with hubby..

What we want in the future..

What are our goals..

When talk about this.. hubby alway says i think too much.. sooner or later i will go nuts.. I agreed with him.. I tried to stop.. but to no vain..

My frien also mention before asking me to see a psychiatrist.. have thought off that before..

Maybe later ba.. She says will give some medicines to let the brain from thinking or going wild..

Think i am going IMH soon..

HaaHaaa..

How i wish that i can be like a baby..

so carefree..

Eat and Play.. then Play and Eat..

But if i wan to turn back time.. Where or when should i stopped..